A Closet Full...

This is how I feel right now.

It's been 6 months since I was allowed to be fat, and now-- what's my excuse?? I can't seem to get the motivation to get working on my body again. All of my clothes are either too big or (mostly) too small. I can hand them off to Codi or Lisa so they are out of my sight. This way I don't feel bad that I can't fit into any of these clothes. But that just makes me have less in my closet. I have so many clothes and yet nothing fits me. I can't get skinny! Especially when I go to the store and buy about five pounds of chocolate. I need it. I want it. I gotta have it.

Help!

Wait a minute? Didn't I just blog about this exact same thing about two months ago?

Geez.

Clothes

I really need/want to go shopping for new clothes. But I'm sort of in a tough spot. I am trying to lose weight, yet everything I have doesn't look good on me. I'm running out of short sleeved shirts that don't show my belly-button "swimming hole" or shows my butt crack. I need long shirst. I think I'm okay on pants, although I would like a new pair of jeans. I just need some better shirts. This is a weird thing to write about but I feel like I can't go shopping for clothes without losing weight first. And of course, the weight hasn't come off yet, so therefore I'm not buying any clothes. It's a Catch-22. And I'm not happy about it.

Maybe I'll go shopping this weekend after Multi-Piano rehearsal. Oh wait, that's Valentine's day, so I better just go back home. I think Whit and I are going to make dinner together and just spend the night together. We'll see what happens. I know that Jay and Priscilla asked us over for poker, but really? On Valentine's Day? I'm sure it will just turn into us babysitting the girls while they go out and have fun.

I can't wait to start a family of my own.

P.S. I'm 3 for 3!